Last Sunday we talked about the church not as a building, an institution, or a weekly event, but as a people who belong to Jesus.
For some of us, that feels natural. The church has been a source of friendship, encouragement, growth, and support. We've experienced people praying for us, walking with us through difficult seasons, celebrating milestones, and reminding us of God's faithfulness when we needed it most.
For others, the conversation is more complicated. Perhaps you've been disappointed by the church... Maybe you've experienced conflict, hurt, hypocrisy, or unmet expectations.
Maybe you've wondered whether church is even worth the effort.
The truth is that most of us carry a mixture of gratitude and frustration when it comes to the church. That's largely because the church is made up of people, and people are beautiful, complicated, frustrating, grace-needing works in progress... Dumpster Fires...
Including me. Including you.
One of the observations Dietrich Bonhoeffer made in Life Together is that one of the greatest threats to Christian community is not that we stop loving the church; it is that we begin loving an idealized version of the church instead of the real one.
The church we imagine always looks better than the church we actually have. The imaginary church never disappoints us; the real church sometimes does.
The imaginary church never requires forgiveness; the real church often does. The imaginary church is made up of perfect people; the real church is made up of people like us.
Yet somehow Jesus continues to call the church His body, His people, His bride. Not because the church is perfect, but because it belongs to Him.
If the church really is the people of Jesus, then the church was never meant to be something we merely attend; it was meant to be something we participate in.
Most of us have probably experienced seasons where church became something we consumed. We showed up. We listened. We sang. We went home. There is nothing wrong with receiving. In fact, there are seasons when receiving is exactly what we need.
But eventually belonging raises a question: What is my place in this community? How has God wired me? What has He placed within me? How might He want to work through my ordinary life for the good of others?
Those questions can feel intimidating at first. Many of us immediately think about what we lack in light of what we see others have. We compare ourselves to people who seem more gifted, more confident, more spiritual, or more experienced.
But what if the question isn't whether you're enough? What if the question is whether God is enough? What if the Holy Spirit really does delight in working through ordinary people?
What if the kingdom often moves forward through simple acts of faithfulness that rarely make headlines? A prayer. A conversation. A word of encouragement. A meal shared with someone who needs it. A willingness to listen.
As I prepare for sabbatical, one of the things that gives me tremendous hope is knowing that Billings Vineyard has never depended on a single person because it belongs to Jesus.
Jesus continues to work through ordinary people who make room for Him... That has always been His way. This Sunday, we're going to explore one of my favorite ideas in all of Scripture and one of the core convictions of the Vineyard:
Everybody gets to play... Not because everybody gets a microphone, not because everybody leads, not because everybody is the same, but because the Holy Spirit has been poured out on the whole church.
If you've ever wondered whether God could use someone like you, I hope you'll join us... I think this conversation matters more than many of us realize!
Have a great week, I look forward to seeing you on Sunday!
Adam Greenwell
Lead Pastor
Vineyard Church
www.billingsvineyard.org